Whirlwinds

Wow, I don't think I have ever felt so much pain. When you disobey God, the pain is endless. But the comfort He gives overpowers ALL that pain. We always have live with the consequences of our actions but that doesn't mean that God doesn't love us anymore, He will always love us no matter what we do. To God every sin is the same, there are no levels like we have here in the world.
So in my Bible Study last week we were talking about what is the the "world"? We came up with alot of good answers. Did you know that sin starts within, and its not just the exterior(actions)? God has taught me alot of things the past few weeks, He has taught me how to love the friends that I have, He has taught me that when I mess up He still loves me, He has also taught me that He will allow me to mess up so that I can come back to where I need to be.
Well My relationship with God was on the rocks the last few months and I needed a serious reality check. I kept trying to get myself involved with the world, and finally there was no obstacles and I jumped straight into sin. The next day when I got home, I cried out to God, I wasn't afraid to hide my sin, I know better than to hide from God, it only makes it worse, trust me. I have never felt God's presence so much in my life since I have decided to change my life around and completely follow him. It's not an easy task, especially when I go to work and see the people that was with. I know that I have to be strong and say no when they want to hang out. It is hard, but God makes it a little bit easier to get through!!!